Just like in the Warriors world, the Medicine Den is the place to go to receive advice, comfort, and virtual hugs.
The Medicine Den
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Oml, we’re in such a bad mood, wondering if anyone actually cares and I want to scream sooo much and ughhhhh, StarClan help me
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TW : suicide and trust issues
Hey guys. I’m sorry for commenting again but my brother teasing me led to me almost crying and feeling like thrash and it’s just so hard how nobody understands why I have so many stupid triggers and I decided to let people in and they gave up on me or thought they couldn’t handle me so many times and i feel like a peace of thrash and i wanna die and i’m so so sick of life but if i told my mom this i’d be watched 24/7 and i’m so scared i’m just a fake suicidal girl bc i don’t even have actual problems and or scars and i hate myself and i keep lashing out at people who’ve hurt me
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TW: Suicide
Thats super understandable. Please know that you are wanted and loved and everyone here and on Blogclan cares. Ur not “to much” for having emotions and feelings.
I’m honestly going through something really similar. So I’ll leave you with this:
Sometimes life sucks, and sometimes people who are supposed to care just don’t. But for every person who doesn’t care, know that there are a hundred more who do. There are so many people who would miss you if you d*ed.
I know I can’t fix what’s wrong, but always know that you can talk to me if you ever need someone to listen.
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Thank you so much, Eclipse <333
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I just did something terrible which could get me and someone I deeply cae about into a load of trouble and I hate me
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If you want to talk, you can talk to me.
If not, thats okay. Every things gonna be okay.
You’re human; humans make mistake.
Its okay to admit to yourself that you did something wrong, but the point isn’t to stress and beat urself up about it, the point is to learn and think how you could do better next time!
Its okay to make mistakes.
Remember that no matter what you do, you will always have people who care about you here. *hugs* 🙂
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For those who don’t know, systemspace on BlogClan was shut down, and I can’t help but feel like it might be my fault ???
The things Map said really hurt, even it that might not have been xer intention. I’ve just never felt so rejected and targeted in a place where I’ve always felt safe and loved in the past (going on) four years.
I know I’ve only just discovered being a system, and I’ve still got a lot to learn, it’s just. I don’t know. I just feel so freaking lost and confused and honestly just a teensy bit scared to keep commenting on the blog after all of this.
For context, I personally identify as a quoigenic system as of April. I had done months of research and a lot of doubting before making it to this point. I wholeheartedly beloved I would be accepted if not irl, than here.
And then Map made the accouncement.
I don’t believe i’m spreading “misinformation”. At least, that was in no way my goal. I’m sorry to those I might have harmed if I have been this entire time. Maybe I am delusional. Who knows atp, lol.
I’m not saying I disagree with the decision or at least don’t understand where it’s coming from. There is very little research being done on non-disordered plurality and I can see why it’s invalidated by the majority of the plural community.
I’m just upset that it ended so abruptly and in such an uncomfortable way.
There’s some more things I want to say but honestly i’m worried about even posting this on here, so i’ll leave it at that. I apologize again for anyone on the system space who happens to be reading this. It was really a neat idea and area and i’m sad to see it go.
hi foamy. i’m really sorry you’re feeling this way, and i assure you, none of the actions taken were because of you, or any other individual for that matter. i know how hurtful it is to realise that a formerly safe space isn’t actually accepting of something, and i assure you, i believe that you’re 100% valid in your identity. i’m very sorry if you were made to feel otherwise.
i sincerely hope that you continue commenting on the blog, and i promise that fanclan will always be a safe space for you. as well, i would recommend looking into r/plural on reddit and pluralpedia, and if you have discord i can invite you to many servers that are accepting of all systems and don’t tolerate gatekeeping.
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I’m so so sorry, I can’t elieve it was shut down and I have complex feelings as well, I’m so sorry, but it’s no your fault and you aren’t delusional and honestly, I have had a similar experience in different context and I’m sending so much love it’s really hard <333333
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TW: Mental health and suicide
Not a single day without dealing with so much hard stuff and being strong and hating myself for mistakes and feeling really really suicidal. I need a break. The longest breaks I get are when I read of watch MLP with my mom and even then, it’s not gone. It’s there, at the back of my head threatening to destroy my life again and again. And no one understands except a few people and it’s hard to be able to talk because of this annoying thing called time zones and they have their own lives; which I understand, and I’m not mad at anyone, I just need some relief from all of this honestly, I need to talk to someone without them telling me to be positive or saying I’m overreacting or hating me for the person I really am, someone’s who’s hurt people.
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TW: Mental health and suicide
Not a single day without dealing with so much hard stuff and being strong and hating myself for mistakes and feeling really really suicidal. I need a break. The longest breaks I get are when I read of watch MLP with my mom and even then, it’s not gone. It’s there, at the back of my head threatening to destroy my life again and again. And no one understands except a few people and it’s hard to be able to talk because of this annoying thing called time zones and they have their own lives; which I understand, and I’m not mad at anyone, I just need some relief from all of this honestly, I need to talk to someone without them telling me to be positive or saying I’m overreacting or hating me for the person I really am, someone’s who’s hurt people.
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TW: Mental Health and Suicide
I’m really sorry for how you’re feeling. Its wrong for people to make you feel like your emotions and feelings are insignificant or a problem. You’re human. Humans need breaks. I want you to know you are not alone!!! I am feeling very similar, unfortunately. Feel free to email me (lighthopelegends@gmail.com) if you want someone to talk to. If you do, just know that I won’t judge or give you advice that you don’t want. If you just want someone to listen and not fix, then I can listen 🙂(Lowkey love MLP as well lol)
(Btw, if you ever feel close to acting on your s*icidal thoughts, or feel unsafe in your situation, you can call, text, or start a live chat with 988 (life crises and suicide hotline) if you live in the USA. They are free and confidential. And are meant to listen and help you be safe without judgment. If you live outside the US, you can find your country’s hotline and use that instead.)
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Thank you <333 And I hope you feel better soon ❤ There’s no text hotlines/chat ones here but tysm <33
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Thank you <333 And I hope you feel better soon ❤ There’s no text hotlines/chat ones here but tysm <33
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Thank you <333 And I hope you feel better soon ❤ There’s no text hotlines/chat ones here but tysm <33
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